I am a daydreamer. I often daydream of places I wanna go to, scenarios I wanna experience, feeling I wanna feel, people I wanna hangout with, things I wanna have, life I wanna live. In short, I often daydream about impossible things. I start to make a world inside my head with me as the main character. I start to wander places, beautiful places and paradise I know I’ll never see in this lifetime. Nothing is impossible they say, but I know there is a thick line between reality and illusions. Mine were just illusions I know I could never grasp. It’s a million miles away from me and too bad, I could never cross that distance.
Every time I’m alone, my imagination automatically works. I start to create things in my mind, things that can make me smile for a moment. Especially when those things I made were about you. It’s always you. It will always come back to you. You see, I even daydream about you as if everything is possible for us. I don’t wanna stuck myself in fantasies and in wishes I know will never be granted to me but it’s the only thing I can do — to create a world for you and me and nobody is allowed to come in between us. Those were just dreams of a fool, but sometimes, I feel like they were real. And I just can’t stop making beautiful scenarios in my head.
I am a daydreamer, of you, of us. This is real life, I know it’s impossible for the likes of you to fall for someone like me. But in my world, on my fantasy world, it is possible. There are no boundaries, just possibilities. There are no wasted feelings, everything is acceptable. There are no regrets, everything is highly appreciated. There, you are destined for me and we’re living happily ever after. But here, we’re at zero and we have no chance to reach the scale of one to ten. We are parallel lines. You’re the north, I’m the south. I’m the west, you’re the east. That’s why I don’t want to stop daydreaming. I can’t stop staring at nowhere while weaving beautiful imaginations. I am a daydreamer and my hobby is to daydream.